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Even Polarity Is A Concept

11/1/2016

We need trust until we see we dont need it anymore
We need desire to get us to the desire-less state
We need suffering until we see we dont need it
We need separation in order to experience
We need everything until we see we dont need anything
Without death we wouldn't know birth
Without light we wouldn't know dark
And what is beyond all of this ?

Are Feelings Really Everything?

6/2/2015

Sometimes I get compelled to blog about a certain topic when it keeps coming up in a topic of conversations with others. This latest one is the topic of "feelings". On numerous occasions I've heard " feelings are everything" and of course if you believe this then that is what will be true for you.

It has come to my understanding that "feelings " are not everything. There use to be a time when many thought that "thoughts" were everything , myself included and maybe some still do. Then I started to hear "feelings " are everything . In no way am I suggesting that feelings are not important but what I am saying is that feelings can be observed just as thoughts can be observed. When we realize that we can observe the feeling energies then we can also observe what judgements we attach to them. It is the judgments towards these feelings that cause the suffering not the feeling itself. IF one can be the watcher of the feelings just the same way we can with thoughts then that gives space to allow what is happening to happen without judgement then they can be witnessed from a more loving space rather then feeling like we are being swept away with that emotion. After all ..emotions are just energy just as thoughts are energy ..its all the same ..no bad and no good energies just the judgements we put towards them ..its all just energies at play .

Whats The Point ?

1/28/2015

There have been times during meditation that I will see things for example ...love doesn't intend anything so why do we bother to set intentions....everything is perfect so why do anything ...everything means nothing so why make anything important ....practicing creates limits so why bother to practice.

I felt perplexed by this for some time because I thought ok now what? After some contemplating I realized if we do anything it is for the pure joy and no other reason . So when we practice it is not to "get anywhere" it is because we feel joy in it .We do these things from pure joyous love expressions . This allows for openness to be revealed . This is were you'll feel your bliss..your freedom ..your power .

The Fullness of Being Empty

1/8/2015

Can we become so empty of our personal stories , our projections , concepts and identifications that we allow the fullness of who we truly are to shine forth? When we do a space is revealed so full of love . A vast space of pure bliss. It can be done and its already here now . It takes an amazing amount of trust to let this space ...that which we are.. to move through this physical body .

The tightness of trying to make things happens leaves us and invites a flow. Gentle and easy you'll be able to watch the magic happen. Its so much more rewarding to accept all without resistance and without judgment. Experiences come and they go . We don't even have to know why, So just for a moment be empty and feel the fullness. Everything is perfect .

Innocence of The Heart

8/21/2014

My first word I ever uttered was "Hi" its written in my baby book and I remember my mom telling me as well. I don't remember much from my childhood but some moment stick out when i reflect back . I have one vivid memory of about 3 years old running up to a stranger that walked into the house and saying "HI" As I reflect on that moment i remember all of the innocence there. I didn't do or not do anything based on the fact of who they were , what they looked like or there wasn't even a thought of do i trust them or not . Just a sweet innocent "Hi" with a smile and the moment of now .
This "innocence" never really leaves us. Its part of this now moment, fresh without any baggage . We just need to remember it . So the next time you greet someone do it without any expectations and or judgments ..do it from the heart. Just a simple "Hi: with a smile should do it :)

Respect Your Chakras

7/15/2014

I use to think I could just do a reading at the drop of a dime anywhere, anyhow ,anytime. No tools necessary just open the third eye and pass the messages along. After 25 years of doing readings I woke up one day to realize how disrespectful that was to my third eye. To use it and abuse it like that. A great sense of sadness came over me and I vowed to show some love to it . Show some love and respect to myself is what I was doing.
After this discovery I wondered how many of my other chakras did I disrespect. My throat by speaking poorly of others and or myself , my heart by keeping it protected? Its all connected this chakra energy field , the body mind emotions and if we disrespect ourselves or others its all the same . To know respect is a by-product of love but if we already know this love the respect will flow effortlessly xo

Those Quiet Moments

7/8/2014

It only take a few minutes a day to pull away from everything to see that your temple is right inside your heart. Its in those quiet moments that I've experienced the most profound moments of indescribable love and beauty.
I've had times were I couldn't sit still and be quiet. I would sit and all of these feelings would show up like anxiousness or boredom then I would try and get away from them because they made me uncomfortable by keeping busy . If we don't try and run away from these feeling though and sit with them they will eventually go. They will just fade so rather then resist them ..let those feeling be as well without judgment . Neither good nor bad ..they just are . This will make room for your true self to shine ..the infinite being of all that is . In the end it all comes down to YOU and how badly you want to experience your freedom xo

External Crutches

6/27/2014

There is no such thing as positive energy and negative energy. There is only energy. Energy can vibrate at different frequencies . Any energies that we feel are vibrating low can be transformed higher with love. Nothing external is ever needed to change a vibration as we are love and love heals all. End of story....after all ..what makes something good or bad anyway?

Die Ego ..Die!

6/11/2014

I had someone say to me " It sounds like you don't like the ego " My response was "that's not it at all". We created the ego and without the ego we would have nothing to reflect back off of to be able to realize our true self.
One can become caught up in the idea that the ego must die. The ego never dies .Go ahead and try to kill it and see what happens ( insert grin ) We just stop believing the stories it tells us. Once we experience of true self we can still get caught up with the tricks the ego will play and really it can become funny. When you find your ego having a field day tell it to go ahead go crazy and you can be the silent watcher of it all...Free ~

Glitter On The Dance Floor

6/6/2014

I was asleep on the dance floor until a piece of glitter fell down on my forehead. It was beautiful and it showed me colors I've never seen before . I was in awe of its beauty so I chased the glitter on the dance floor and tried to scoop it up to keep it for myself . The whole time unaware that chasing the glitter was only a shiny distraction that kept me from knowing I was this glitter the whole time and the one that created the glitter on the dance floor.
Now there is this dance called life that doesn't pick anything up because it knows it is everything and that dance is called freedom